My youngest daughter, Reagan, has been participating in the play “Annie” at our local playhouse, the Elgin Opera House. She auditioned for the show in June, and they started rehearsal in September. Reagan’s part in the play was limited to the first act and ended after the song, Hard Knock Life. Reagan played one of the extras as an orphan. Continue reading
When I try to describe my personality, or explain to someone “who” I am, I have a really difficult time. I am a study in contrasts and contradictions. I make a statement about one of my traits, and with the next sentence completely contradict the first. For example, I am very introverted and shy; however, I love being around people. I love being involved in LARPing and taking part, but I hate being the center of attention. I love parties and celebrations, but I am really uncomfortable in situations where the focus is on me (birthdays, for example).
One thing that I am consistent with is not stepping out of my comfort zone. Occasionally, I do, but I like my nice comfy little box. It makes me happy, and leaving it is scary. I have decided, though, at 42, that it is about damn time that I start doing more things that are outside my comfort zone, and I am going to try new things. I did step way outside my comfort zone a few years ago when Todd asked me to try LARP-ing, and I loved it! The worry I had with LARP-ing is that it requires a lot of improvisation, and I have a difficult time thinking on my feet in “make believe” land. I have gotten better, but I have not been able to incorporate my own story line yet – partly because I don’t even know what it is yet.
So, when it comes to stepping outside my comfort zone, I have been keeping a COLOSSAL secret.
Like my family will wonder if they need to have me committed, HUGE.
I am not good at giving up control, just ask anyone in my family. Over the past few years, I have become better at it; not necessarily good, mind you, but better. I have learned that it is easier to let go gradually than it is to just give up control completely. I have had time over the past four years to gradually let go of my oldest daughter, Emma.
Letting go gracefully.
This girl here started eighth grade today, and she is so excited! This year will mean many firsts for her, including a trip across the country to study United States History and the Colonial United States. Continue reading
Today was Harley’s first day of school for her Junior Year. I have all sorts of mixed feelings about it, especially with how quickly the summer seems to have gone. I have never had an issue with my girls getting older, and I think, in part, it is because I am so excited to see what their lives develop into and how they unfold. Continue reading